I Almost Gave Up

So tired of the pain
Moving from one part of my body to another
Pillow soaked with tears
Doing better, I know I’m healed

Ambulating, I gotta exercise
Trying not to think about it
Sore all over from head to toe
Doing better, I know I’m healed

Not again, a different medication
Sick and weary of taking those pills
Frustrated at the doctors and their bills
Doing better, I know I’m healed

Oh God when is it going to stop
David said, “if I make my bed in Sheol, You Lord are there” with him
Hell? No
Doing better, I know I’m healed

Lacking tranquility taking care of my body
Heavy laden, I’m ready to see Jesus
Those reverberating voices in my head
Not from God
Doing better, I know I’m healed

Constantly praying, your prayers, pray for me
Oh Lord take away this pain
And He said to me, “My Grace is sufficient”
Doing better, I know I’m healed

Where is your faith? It certainly doesn’t lie in emotions
Too many “feelings” led me to…
I almost gave up
Doing much better, I know I’m healed


But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto His eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, establish, strengthen, settle you. 1Peter 5:10


6 thoughts on “I Almost Gave Up

    • Yes lady Prettytalkativeangel, I did have a moment of weakness—as I’ve had during other tests in my life. I’m elated in that, I know that I passed the test during one of my weakest and most difficult moments. I know this because I’m still here to testify about it. And I give God the honor.

      Is this test over for me? I don’t believe so. However, what I do believe is this: 1) I’m coming out of the fire as pure gold, 2) I’m going to mount up with my wings (praise/victory) as an eagle, 3) I’m being made stronger, by faith and last but not least, 4) I didn’t curse God like Job’s wife or became a reproach to Him! For this I’m grateful.

      Thank you for your concern and inspiration. ❤❤❤


  1. Your faith is so strong, we are all being tried by fire. Lord, I speak to this pain and agree with my sister – she is healed. We command it to leave her at once. We plead the blood of Jesus over Yahobahne and command this pain to leave, in Jesus Name. Thank you LORD that:
    “Again I say to you that if two of you agree on earth concerning anything that they ask, it will be done for them by My Father in heaven. For where two or three are gathered together in My name, I am there in the midst of them.”


    • Thank you lady Dianarasmussen for your prayer of agreement and for looking out for me. Truly this battle that I’m facing is a test of faith. Nonetheless, I’m grateful to Father God that He is fighting it for me. I just have to trust Him through this whole firey process, even as He is revealing the dark recesses of my heart. To God be the glory!

      May the grace and favor of God be multiplied unto you and your family.


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